anLungkot ko . . :c
grabe . . andme ngyreng mxama sken ngeon . . d ko pa tuLoy sya mLagay sa bLog ko. 
anLungkot ko tLga . .
- una. Lge ako sinisisi. :c wLa p clang twaLa sken . .
- pangaLawa. Lge ako pinapgaLitn khet nde amn ako nagcmuLa o nde nmn ako ung gumagawa.
- pangatLo. haLata amn napapangitn cLa sken eh. :c naaartihn pa.
- pang apat. Lge ako ung pnapkitng masama . .
- pangLima. Lge cLa nagkakamphn . . ako n nga Lng nagiisa eh. cnaxbe ko Lng n mei kaibign ako . . pero wLa tLga . .
kung andi2 Lng tatay. cguro d ako magisa. anbigat tLga ng Loob ko . . Lge sya mabigat . . araw-araw un haa . . :c Lge dn ako umiiyak. :c parang, Lge ako iniiwasan. mga kakLase ko nga parang mga pLastic kumiLos . . anaarte niLa . . kung aLam Lng ni nanay ung turing sken dun . . :c Lage ako magisa . . gusto ko n mwaLa. :c iba tLga ung turing nLa sken.
- anarte nga ng ktabe ko ehh. daLawng ktabe ko sa kaLiwa. :c [cna roceL txaka ronaLdo.] mga maarte cLa . . antaas ng pride nLa. :c c carmeLa amn. nkakairita mnsn. wLa b akong matinong ktbe.?? ayaw ko skaniLa . . skaniLang Lhat . .
- bute p c macky.
Lge andito. bute p sya . . bute nging kaibign ko sya . .
note : sa totoo Lng. parang ako ung PiNAKAMAPANGET skaniLa. :c kea cLa gnyn sken. eto tLga ung pinakamaLungkot kong buhay . . tpos wLa p c tatay. :c . .
juLy.! juLy.! juLy.!!
hoi.!! antagaL ko na d na uupdate ‘to waa.! x3 okei. cmuLan nten s bdei ko. 
juLy 7.
bdei ko. ineexpect ko tLga n mgiging mxaya ‘to. kso. nde mganda ung Lumabas. :c . . iyak pren ako ng iyak. parang inaape . . kung and2 Lng sna ung tatay ko. mgiging masmxaya pko. sna nde sya namatay. :’c
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juLy 8-9.
aun. test daw ngeon oh. test nga tLga. maxama p ung araw ko nun. gusto nia Lge ako nagrereview. araL Lng ng araL. wLang pahinga. gusto nia mataas ung mga marka ko. xc parang tuLoy ako utusan. :c [gusto nia Lge n sya ung ngiging mxaya. kme nde. :c cnungaLing p ung DEMONYANG MALDITA n un. xP] hayy. ewn ko b dun. mxado sya myabng. engLish ng engLish. piLing nia sosyaL sya. [ayaw ko tLga ng mga taong gnun. mxado cLa myabng. :c]
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juLy 10.
checking n ng test paper.! x3
AP - sa totoo Lng nhirapn ako d2. pero. pxado pren ako. x3
MATH - hirap n hirap tLga ako sa pagsoLve. atLeast nkuha ko ung kLahate. n_n
SCiENCE - haha.!! okei amn ako d2. medyo mhirap Lng. :/
C.L. - hehe. ayos ‘to. npakaikLi ne2. isang page Lng. [nde back to back haa.]
FiLiPiNO - ewn ko tLga kung anue score ko d2. :c d p tpos checkan eh.
ENGLISH - hoi.!! 49 over 5o ako.!! first time Lng amn. x3 pero nde sya maxado ntuwa. -.-”
MAPEH - pxado pren ako. khet hirap n hirap ako sa isng part dun. pumaxa pren ang panget.!! [sa totoo Lng. inaamin ko n tLga. :)]
TLE - hehe. pxado pren. :3
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*oshaa. wLang bumagsak. nkuha ko pren ang 6o% :3 . . ang gaLeng. kso. di sya ntuwa. gusto nia masmataas. mxado nia kme pinepressure. :c*
ayan muna haa. pangbawi Lng amn. n_n cge. ofL nko. sLamat sa pagbasa. :3
how cute. :3
aww. our pet cat is sleeping right beside me. :3 i think he’s tired . . i guess. he took a nighters. x3 how cute. i really can’t help it. :] anyways. i just updated my multiply. :3 so . . feel free to add me up. :] here’s my link.
www.nekoneru.multiply.com
volume.
make sure ur volume is low. :3 dats all. x3 haha.
note: u see. the song of mei prof. is very very rock hard. :] just the intro though. i guess . . x3
i’m back y’all.!!
i’m back. here “ARE” my updates. :
- tired. [do this. do that.]
- irritated. [talk to my gayish brother sister. and to my irritating seatmate.]
- hungry. [can't seem to fill up mei stomach. .]
- sleepy. [i don't have enough hours. . mins. of sleep. =c]
- thirsty. [i can't seem to drink much.]
- cold. [i'm so nervous.]
- sweaty. [when i'm nervous. i sweat.]
- lonely. . [anna's not here anymore. . ='c]
- pressured. [i'm always in a hurry. =x]
dammet. how irritating. . kaasar.~ urgh. there are so many assignments to accomplish. . atleast its a 3 day vacation. :3 yey.!! there’s still tym. :j
men. . writing mei blog today. . makes me sleepy. i feel pressured. . alot. i wanna cry because of this pressure. tiredness. . erm. mei butt hurts. i have spent 3 hrs here at the pc. oh gosh. x3 how nice. our expenses will increase. =x ouch. geez. .
precious maye feji. is a copy cat.! she copied mei (x_x) w/c i told her i’ll use it. . that hurts mei heart. . ♥ . . its already in pain and she has to add it up. why does she have to do that.?? doesn’t she have any originality.? . . men. wat a friend she is. haha. . =c it hurts. ya. it really does. .
note: gosh. it hoits. =c a big strike on the heart. ouchie. see y’all on mon. and for the others. . fri. :3
nye.
wat a bummer. 2 days more and its school time. =c my vacation is not yet enough for me . . men. i feel horrible. anyway,
- my section is St. Catherine. w/c is 2nd to the first section. [i think.?]
- my room is 4o1. x3 [soo far. so good. NOT.]
- and my adviser is Sir Lim. n_n [fully updated eh.? NOT.]
sigh . . atleast its okey with my mother.! so i don’t have to cry anymore for letting her down. =] i suppose. i have to do my best this time.~ yea. THIS TIME. it is my father’s wish is it.? :3 men. i miss him so much. =c sigh . . anyways.! that’s it for now.! x3 see ya on monday y’all.! haha. o.o
note: i guess. its better to be a hetero for a while. :3 i’ll do my best ya guix. =]
oops.
i haven’t posted anything yet at May.! well. here’s my chance. x3 okei. so starting:
May 11. we have our enrollment. w/c only 2nd yrs. are yet to enroll. haha. n_n but. i saw my friends. my bestfriends. my old classmates. . [some of them changed alot. -.-] i don’t get it. they have to be sossy to much. [eww.! speaking of sleeveless clothes.! blek.! xP] sorry. but i got a boyish scent to t-shirts. n_n [wakaka.] so there it is. i’m wid my mom wen i enrolled. . [men.! she's annoying. speaking in english n all. -.-"] atleast they don’t mind. “i think.” o.o well anyways. . while my mom is at the line waiting for her turn. i escaped. xP me n my bestfriends. we went to my bestfriends house. . ‘cus she’s moving to pampanga. w/c is. . “very lonely. .” well. . me n valine. went to school early. ‘cus we have our own reasons. xp [hope they understand. . ] anyways. that’s for may 1o. n_n’
May 10. how can i forget.! its mother day.! xD we first visited father. and then. we let mother’s frnd join us. x3 we ate at seorabeol. w/c i ate my first tym BENTO.!! XD [i don't like the veggies in it. blek. =P] and we also ate a cheese oreo cake.! [i think that's the name. -.-"] its really yummy. =3 . . ya. yummy. .
May 16. i had a big fight wid anna. . . in txt. i was really jealous. all PRECIOUS here. all PRECIOUS there. . i don’t like them. . they’re. . FAKES. [i'm a FAKE too though. . -.-]
note: they’re. . starting. to be. . DIFFERENT. . =c
sana d ko nLng cLa ngng kaano ano . . 